I feel like I have been born to the wrong parents. And I mean that in the least Disney Channel Original Movie way possible. I just think that there must be something wrong. My mom is so conservative, and goes about her parenting completely wrong. She's always telling me that I'm "not reaching my full potential," but I honestly don't think it's ( Read more... )

Note to self: do not trust reality when you haven't slept.

Drug testing people just drives them to alcoholism.
Modes of intoxication are so limited, what do they expect kids to do? Gawd.

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"It [will] always be a put-on, high school or not, for the whole rest of the world, for the rest of our lives. You [can't] ever guess what someone [is] by the way they [look] because, good or bad, the way they [look is] always just a costume or an act. It [is] Halloween every day, for most people anyway, just to feel like they [aren't] alone, to ( Read more... )

"I'll never forget this year because I think quite honestly it was the best year of my life."
                                                     -Brendan Long

1. The Mars Volta concert. I still can't believe that I saw the fucking Mars Volta live.

2. The Apocalypse. (Obligatory.)  No words could ever do this night justice.

3. That first day we ( Read more... )

I am an emotional wreck.
And I'm sorry I wasn't there last night.
<3

It doesn't make sense that I have to come here ( Read more... )

I’m at my dad’s house, and I’m officially done with my break from drinking hard alcohol. And I’m not sure how I feel about it. I had to go to this lame Christmas, excuse me, Holiday Party tonight, and I basically just sat outside smoking cigarettes, drinking vodka-tonics that this 65 year old man named Tim kept bringing to me. I got home around 12 ( Read more... )

Money will be the death of me.

There is altogether too much bullshit in my life right now.
And not enough sleep, or peace of mind.