I’ve only got a limited amount of time here, so why waste it fitting in? Why be like everyone else? Because that’s what they want, that’s what they try to teach you from day one. If you buy name brand clothes, play sports, listen to popular music, and do well in school, then you’ll go to a good college and get a good job, right? Then you’ll be ( Read more... )

Friday: School and work, pouring rain, obnoxious wiggers that I love, ecstacy, pot, a free keg, getting drunk driving lectures by a drunk dad, drunk Dylan and Victor, more weed and tons of cigarettes.

Saturday: Friendly's, more pouring rain, Acme, Mrs. Clemmer, making pasta, drunk Brendan, peanut butter cookies, the If game, playing house and ( Read more... )

They say time will stop, or at least diminish, the pain and the hate. But part of me doesn't want it to go away, at least not yet. Part of me wants to feel nothing, to be empty once again and not have to worry about so much shit that will just be meaningless in the end. Then there's the little part left that's fighting to keep the good feelings ( Read more... )

Tonight, at two minutes and three seconds after 1:00 in the morning, the time and date will be:

01:02:03 04/05/06.

That won't ever happen again.

I can't handle this much longer. I thought that after this weekend's dosage of standardized tests, I would be able to relax a little better. I'm not sure why I thought this because, I honestly wasn't that anxious about it. I thought it might help though. I don't know. Aparently I was wrong ( Read more... )

I am an anarchist ( Read more... )

I haven't been inspired to wrire anything that would be worth reading in a while, and it's bothered me. But recently, I've been overthinking a lot. And I fucking hate it, almost as much as I love it ( Read more... )

"You know what, babe? No matter how bad life gets, you'll always be able to think 'shit, at least I'm not in high school anymore.'" - Nick Chally

Doing homework is so hard when whatever you start doing you also start to fall asleep. I think I'll update teh LJ instead.

I had the follow-up meeting with THE ALL KNOWING MRS. BROOKS today, and aparently ( Read more... )

I have seriuosly fucked up everything in my life ( Read more... )

I guess I am just opposed to spending 4 years of your life completely devoted to preperation for the next 4 years. It's like high school isn't about learning! It's about getting that number or letter that those colleges are gonna like to see, and then once you get in...your life is just perfect from then on? Once you get into that ivy league your ( Read more... )