I've neglected writing my whinings down for a while. Instead i've tortured my handful of friends with the same ramblings for days on end. Lucky them. So the official word today was that my file is currently in the hold pile for the next academy once this "investigation" is resolved. Sadly I don't know anymore than that. I assume that is good news. ( Read more... )

Okay so it comes down to this. My call is currently "under investigation" at work. Before if they felt you did something wrong they reviewed it and punished you within days. NOW magically for the first time ever there is going to be new protocol... which includes a 3-4week waiting period for them to "evaluate" your call and whatever problem(s) they ( Read more... )

So I managed to keep off the radar at work last week. Thank goodness my supervisors were sick... I probably won't be that lucky come tomorrow. Mmm where to start. Thursday night I was in a shitty mood as always. I called you know who after work and he said he'd call me back. Finally round about 10ish I get a call. He, his bestest friend katie and ( Read more... )

I have yet to get word on being hired... I should have applied earlier and I coulda made the January academy. Now its a game of hurry up and wait. Except I don't think I can wait much longer. My j-o-b, that soul sucking hell hole is challenging my ability to function with the public (once more). I think i'm pretty use to getting into trouble but ( Read more... )

Last night my other half and I went out to dinner with the very same friends that I went out with on Friday night. It was fun, except for the part where he distances himself from me while sitting on the couch watching a movie. Almost five years of being together and he acts as if he is 13 years old and doesnt want to get girl cooties when the guys ( Read more... )

I'm gonna blog about my problems because all the cool kids are doing it. I'm 20 and a total mess. Sometimes I wonder if i'll ever wake up and feel content with life. It's not that I want so much, I just want a few things in particular that seem intangible. I'll start by sharing what I believe to be my greatest weakness, not only in this life, but ( Read more... )