Well its been a while since i last wrote, so im ognna update i guess. Well me and meghan have been going out almost one month now :D, on friday w00t. Im going to liverpool tomorow to spend time with her. Sundays my fucking 19th birthday, w00000000000000000000000 fucking right dogggy. I cant wait its gonna be awesome, then im going back over to ( Read more... )

Well today me and Meghan had our movie date hang out day at her house. It was great!, I had alot of fun being there cuddling with her, she made me feel real good inside, something that seems to be missing for a while. Shes someone I defintly can see myself with, and hopefully things will progress so that. Shes a really awesome girl. We watched The ( Read more... )

Yahhh anyways I dunno what to talk about, Im in a wierd state of mind, where I dont know where to go in my life. Being awake only makes me think of how much I hate everything, and dreaming just makes me dream of a better life which I will never get. Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo who the fucks knows. Literally I feels like the ground is moving, ( Read more... )

Nine inch Nails- Hurt ( Read more... )

It seems like atleast twice every week id say, I have an emotional overload in my head, where most of the time It feels like I have jumped off a 100 story building and landed on a pit of spikes. The feelings of dying seem to always have over powered any of thoughts I might have of anything remotely good. Seriously my life is like a roller coaster ( Read more... )

Ok well now that im back in a better mood, even though i dont feel to great this morning, or afternoon whatever it is. Me and Danielle started talking again, much to the disgust of matt and mariah. I figure I might as well give her a second chance, She really wants to make things right, atleast she says, I wont fall for it to quickly like before ( Read more... )

Disturbed- Darkness ( Read more... )

Well im i just got home now from a date with stephanie :). I think it it went pretty well, im just worried about if she likes me or not, I hope she does anyways. We talked alot which was great, i thought there was a connection, and I loved it when we were getting our pictures taken and just being close to her was really awesome. After our ( Read more... )

Just got back from the movies with meems, matt, and justin. We went to see Darkness, wow and I must say, this movie absolutely fucking sucked monkey end trail. Its up there on my worst movie list with 28 days later, and The forgotten. I didnt make much sense, there was a bunch of random shit, the movie was shaking, like wtf is the camera man ( Read more... )

2005 arrives in exactly 8 hours and 47 minutes, So what will this year bring to the Table, who knows I guess, I just hope this year is the beginning of something better, something more substantial in my life. I set some goals already which im determined to follow. A) Start going to the gym atleast 2 times a week B) Start Karate in the following ( Read more... )