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[cody_is_stupid]

My head is swimming, a sickness invades my body just as I start a class that runs 9 hours a day. This is gonna be a long week. I worked out so hard I threw up yesterday, so...........yeah I'm pretty proud about that its the first time thats happened. I don't have the inspiration to elaborate on my inner thoughts right now.

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[anja_leftkowich]

I have been thinking of you all day today, you would have loved to be alongside me during my journeys. i had a truly meditative day. my dad is out to dinner with a woman tonight, and i pray that she is not psycho like the one that he met last night. the world is so full of disappointments for my father recently, i am mortified. he called me up this morning 15 minutes after my dentist appointment this morningi and just sounded so upset. he apologised for about 5 minutes straight that he forgot about me, and then said, "please don't yell, i think im going to lose my job and I am so distraught, please fill my head with happy thoughts" but all i could do was cry. i felt so helpless, i am so far from him right now, there is nothing that i can do to help him

[cody_is_stupid]

your dad needs to stop trying to live a life he hates just because he thinks he has to. Your father is very insightful and clever but he doesn't have any faith in himself now. I know this is cleche however, if you don't have faith in yourself no one else will. Your dad should follow his heart. It is a hard thing to do but my opinion is that it strengthens you.

[cody_is_stupid]

I love watching birds eat especially lots of little birds. Its like a living cloud.

A chunk of wood?
I'm excited for you to be going on sea semester. You'll always have Germany to look forward to anyway, its not going anywhere too soon.