Its gonna be harder than i ever hoped or thought it would be.

Well today was such a long day. School wasnt all that bad, it was slow tho. What really sucked was athletics, today was the first day ive really ever had any energy to do things, so i figured i would try a little harder, but i just got tired quicker, and we had to stay out on the track till like 5 oclock. And thats a long time just to be running. ( Read more... )

Ashley i had a good one written and i clicked on mood, then hit back and it was all gone, but ill write most of it again ( Read more... )

Well im sorry i cant make the only person i really care about happy. I wish she could just talk to me about it. im supposed to be the person she should be able to talk to, not the person she doesnt want to talk to. I just wish things wouldnt change. I dont understand how it can be great during the day, and then all of a sudden change at night, idk ( Read more... )

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

I really cant think of anything to talk about tonight, ive been thinking alot about everything here lately. I get so confused sometimes and just set down and pray untill i feel better which only takes about 5 min. I wish i knew how to help ashley out in her situation, because college can mean alot for your life, but i think she will end up great no ( Read more... )

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Well today i didnt do much. I had a dentist appointment at 9 so me and rusty didnt goto school. We went to that and then got back at about 12 and just sat around the house all day untill about 4 30 and then went to baseball prac. i cant wait till tomarrows game, i get to start at pitcher again. I really hope we win, so everyone put in a good prayer ( Read more... )

How did we lie, we told you everything. We waited here till about 6 30 or later, so we decided to go to her house, i had to run to bridgeport and get a movie and then i went to her house. I walked in when she was on the phone with allison or zach, im not real sure which one then she told me to call zach so i did, and told him what we were doing.

Well today was great, i wish i could have made myself get up and goto church with ashley but hey, we've all been that tired before. I didnt goto sleep till like 5 last night so thats why. Well I dont have anything else to write about.