i just got my first fitting ever for contact lenses yesterday... and thay are soo frikkin cool! not to sound like a stoner, but twas tri-pp-y. like seriously how do thay work? i would literally just open my case and stare at them for 5 min in wonder. makes me wanna write a reasearch paper on them ( Read more... )

i just noticed. the reality of college hasnt hit me yet...even still. it still feel like its something far, far away. isnt that bad ( Read more... )

...is the answer at least for most of the questions in my heart
like why are we here? and where do we go? and how come its so hard?

well...that's why its so hard. that's why it hurts, oh, so very much. sometimes its unbearable...but because its worth it...all the pain, the tears, the unecessary tortures we put ourselves through...it's all love...you ( Read more... )

hello lj. long time no see. how's life u say? o just fantastic. really great. well, except for one slight (no not really) problem.

the first thing i remember about this morning (aside from walking on the wet grass of keppel's front lawn)is Danton calling to me and mouthing something inaudible i had no clue what he was saying as I entered my 1st ( Read more... )

I HATE Valentine's day. I just don't believe in it. It's so fake, so commercialized. Honesty, it's not out of bitterness of anything. It's the color scheme. Red with the many shades of pink...and purple...how TACKY is that?! makes me sick.

but i guess the idea is cute...and something to look forward to for conforming couples. couples being all ( Read more... )

i like and hate brushfire days at the same time ( Read more... )

2 ppl got accepted in USC. who knew they accpeted ppl early on? it rubs it in for ppl like me how unwanted we are ( Read more... )

...omfg. i better not be becoming depressed. plz jus let it be one of those moments. i'm doing really well this year...handling my depression-wise i mean. depression is an evil parasite, and i have no means of succumbing to it ever again.

ever.

it's one of those rare occasions when you truly feel at ease...as if you're in sync with the flow of the world...nothing to disturb you, for once...with nothing to hate, nothing to fear, nothing to envy, nothing to feel unsure of. i know life's not perfect; it's not even close to it. yet, i can feel like its worth living for. i only wished that it ( Read more... )

im gonna have one soon

Fucken bitches!!!

who would have known that the Postal Service would raise their postage rate?!!! AGAIN                                                     grrr...I am soooo mad.

And why fucken today? why not tomorrow? I tossed that "ticket to a possibly bright future" away in the post with relief and high hopes in the post ( Read more... )