YAY!!! for one, my internet is up again ( Read more... )

"you're still a child."

something my mom has started telling me frequently recently.

Dear Santa,

Where has all the magic gone? Please bring them back. I know you could. Nothing's impossible for you...

♥Love,
Susanne <17 going on 18>
-a girl who'd much rather still believe in you

P.S. Thanks for being there for me all these years.

P.S.S. I love(d) you.

A day of volunteering. (for the good of others, of course ( Read more... )

ugh. i hate my life rite now. and i hate how i hate it. but i do. i was supposed to finish my usc supplemental essay yesterday. i even sacrificed going to winter concert for that. but i cudnt get myself to do it. i felt too miserable. so instead i just died. bathed. went to sleep for 4 hrs. woke up. tried. essay. feeling better. no. all that ( Read more... )

o fuck. crazy accident down there on Garfield. my Mom heard 2 loud bangs and saw sirens so we decided to go down and check it out. And twas rite there - 3 cars badly in need of towing, a lamp post completely down and smashed, glass and fragements everywhere, and a whole mess of excited Chinese ppl. they blocked the whole section of that street. i ( Read more... )

I wish I had a friend like Ferris Bueller. Then I'm sure I would have made the most out of high school. O well. Don't look back. Don't regret.

Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop to look around once in a while you could miss it.

I hope I don't miss anything. someone be my brakes.

ha. im glad im writing and not saying this. cuz when i (try to ( Read more... )

where there's a will, there's a way

thus, college apps WILL.BE.DONE.

just wondering...

• what's so bad about ucla?
• ucsd is like Hogwarts...which is the best house out of the 6?
• if u had to choose... would you rather be strong or would you rather be smart?
• oh and...sum1 told me that I was mysterious....am I?

P.S. these are not random questions

my Mom can be such a bitch. Why does she have to kill my high? How can she put me down like that? She started saying things that no parent should, like "just forget about it! you don't deserve to go to college!" "it's pointless!" "you're such a failure!"

I guess I pissed her off by the way I was asking her questions about the apps. Maybe it was the ( Read more... )