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[coffeeandcigs14]

Yesterday morning I woke up at 112.2... then I gorged at a convention.... 115.4.... I wonder what I am this morning

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[biorobotics]

no, it won't be okay if you keep going this way.

[coffeeandcigs14]

I don't know how to say this, so I'll just say it. I'm not ready to stop. What I have now is not enough. This is the only way I know to feel comfortable. I don't really know what I'm thinking because I know the risks and I know that what I am doing is absolutely stupidly unhealthy...