it's just good to know that you are still here.

she said:

"Before we can find the answer - before we can even know the question - we must be immersed in disappointment, convinced that a solution is beyond our reach. We need to have wrestled with the problem and lost. Because it’s only after we stop searching that an answer may arrive."

it feels so heavy.
i wish to understand, but i don't know where to begin.
help?

there are days when i cannot reach the depth of my breath, more like am running out of it. but it passes, and soon enough, i get to breathe easy

ang ganda ng pelikulang drive. yes, i enjoyed it very much. very brooding but nice. wow. and the soundtrack is loveleyyyyy. heh! that's it, well plus the awesome week end. very much appreciated wonderful week end of love vibrations reverberating. wa-hut? awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww is all i can say. kung di mo gusto ang pakiramdam ( Read more... )

thump, thump, thump.

hello?!

anyone there?

and then it said, " yes! ";

and it sounded quite happy.

The signs, the messages-even secrets-are everywhere. It is being told, it has been said repeatedly. We listen, we are awed, we know---there is just no follow thru. We let mundane things win because it is easier. Because why wouldn't you choose the path wherein less effort is exerted? Why wouldn't you take the valid excuse? Why would you give up fun ( Read more... )

A quick one before I get ready for my other gay uncle's party---you see, I have so many of them kind :) and then, I was pondering about the ability of a person to see reality and truths. It's a gift, a very special gift to be able to accept and see both sides of the matter. But then again, it is also a trap. Amen ( Read more... )

DUMBFOUNDED. ABERRANT. CATALYST.

i love you Lolo Ben! happy birthday!