Holy Crap.

[coffeehottie]

I am all worked up and I don't even know why.  I feel like shit.  I feel like i did the other day when i couldn't look at food, my mouth was all watery, i was all scared and shaking and paranoid and everything. I don't know what to do. I hate this.  Im crying for no reason. Im shaking and i can't stop. I dont know what is wrong with me.  This is

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not the answer, possibilities

[odoylerulz]

Stored emotions for many years being released in various forms.
Not having someone to completely confide in or not being able to tell someone something.
Easy stomach, at a point in your life where you break down easily....quite common, i've had those myself.
Some medical condition?
Paranoia?
A mental complexity?
I bring up these ideas for things you may explore...think about and identify the problem...that is...if you see these "attacks" as a problem.
Maybe they are panic attacks.
Nevertheless i just thought i would throw some ideas. No offense to anyone, not suggesting anything, just simply standing neutral with possible reasons for these particular situations you are undergoing.

Re: not the answer, possibilities

[coffeehottie]

i'm about 99% sure that they are panick attacks. I've now had three. One the night of Andrea's party. Thats a story in itself, but it wasn't the whole wanting to throw up thing, It was just, feeling paranoid and wanting to cry - then bawling my eyes out for a good period of time. Which, then, this morning, of corse, i felt like crap. Go figure. i started to get all uneasy at work,right around the time i was about to leave.. its so werid. I'm going to talk to my counsler about it. Thanks though.

no problem

[odoylerulz]

Panic attacks vary from person to person. They go away after so long. For me and my cousin, it took a year or two. When i had them, i felt like it was the end of the world, the end of my life. Nausea, sadness, uneasiness, it all went together. But yeah, good luck with them. Just remember, if it thoughts that trigger your physical health problems.....you can stop them. Mind over matter. It takes a lot of will power but maybe you can pull through.