I've come to the realizaton, that the person I THOUGHT was a real friend ... isn't. We've been through a lot together, and then he completely blows me off. Im finished with this shit. I'm not going to waste my time on stupid shit that only upsets me. I'll let people to their own thing and I'll just know that next time I need to be more careful. The ( Read more... )

PART FROM 2AM.

They're all hyprocrates, they're all here for the very same reason. 
You can't jump the tracks, we're like cars on a cable, and lifes like an hour glass glued to the table, 
No one can find the rewind button, so cradle your head in your hands... and brethe... just breathe.

Have whatever opinion you want about me. I like me, so fuck off.

Ok, this is all going to be one big bitch fest, so if you dont wanna read it, then i suggest you stop right now ( Read more... )

Last night I hate the most aweful dream.  I have had two other dreams that even relate to this catigory of awefulness. It was horrible. I woke up and my heart was beating and I was sweating.  It wasn't a horror dream or nothing, but it was so real that I was upset. It was about my uncle and andrew.  Death was also part of this dream. I dont want to ( Read more... )

It seems like I've been really busy... but really, I havn't done much.

Andrew got home Tuesday, later on at night and I stayed there... It was fun.  His dad cooked chicken and baked potatos on the grill and it was really good.

Then we stayed up all night - and it was awesome. No one really has stayed up with me all night.  Not with like just me, cept ( Read more... )

I'm not sure how long this is going to be, because my dad should be here soon to pick me up ( Read more... )

I went to Ohio last weekend. I just got back last weekend ( Read more... )

Dont worry, I got a hold of him!! lol, he fell back asleep.  Dork. Lol.  Itsok ( Read more... )

I am so worried. I've been tying to get ahold of Andrew for over an hour and half and he isn't answering his phone.  He probably just left and didn't take his phone, but i'm worried. His mom said that he was going to take a shower and then call her then call me and he didn't.  He never forgets to call. I'm scared.  I know hes okay and I'm over ( Read more... )

Today, I've done a lot of thinking.

I've realized that no one, really knows much about me.  Like my little quorks or anything.

Andrew might know some, and Jerry - might know some.  Nathan, maybe.  But no one really knows that much about me. Like, my favorite song, my favorite food, my favorite movie, my dream date ... my dream room, the color of ( Read more... )