im alive

well im back again... Been A WHILE. ah well. For sure ill update this on a regular basis. for sure...

a week ago shit seemed alight till now. Always fighting is the way, going down hill like a stone that gathers no moss. It is'nt going to work, I feel it is not going to work, but i cant help but try anyway. I have a new apartment, new schooling and soon a new car. everything was falling into place. that seems to be the problem... when shit ( Read more... )

shit. I have too much work now, when last week i didnt have enough. brett is gone from the papas, and matt's heading out in about a week. I get all their hours, plus we have a floor tile job they want us to do this monday. And i was supposed to go camping sunday.. I guess well see what happens.

well, tonights events folded out. We had a ghoul of a night this recient evening, and the last was to say the least. i believe that everything said was done so with a cause, even if it was within a drunken stupoir. Time has a way of healing, as well as creating wounds.

well, my step father larry had a stent put in his neck yesterday at the hospital. he had a corroded artery that went to the left side of his brain. if he didnt get it taken care of, the doctors said he would die within a few months. the operation has a fail rate of 85 percent, but he made it out of it in rather good condition. the doctors were ( Read more... )

once again its been awhile, and i decided to start using this again. still i think ill use it more for lyrics than a journal. Inspiration needs to start somewhere, especially if you've lost it. so on to the most recient song ( Read more... )

beeen a while

just to be here

Why am I so tired ( Read more... )