yesterday i got a call from spookymuffins that greatly improved my quality of life.

NOW it looks like the deal is this: when i move down to colorado i don't have to fly there, or take a bus. spookymuffins & our friend bella are driving out to ohio in a big truck instead. this means i don't have to throw out or pawn my shit anymore, unless i feel like itthey're bringing me ( Read more... )

i don't think that it's so punk...

anyway, hey kids, my computer is STILL fuckin' broken. i'm at heden's house right now & he's workin' to fix it now. <3 ( Read more... )

my computer broke. fuck.
but now i'm back from vacation in baltimore.

i mourn the loss of "bald chick," quincy, & "holyman."
[all of which too sexy for their own good]

it appears i've lost some things. my rat, cif [the phonetic pronunciation of the abbreviation of cotton fever, cf] is dead. i don't know what caused it. also, i'm no longer with joyles_division; ( Read more... )

['neither does anything else we do.]

it's time to enter the every-day-grinder that is.. the work force! i'm hoping that some kind of telemarketing place will take me, so i don't have to wear a uniform or worry about how much metal i'm allowed to have in my face. but whatever; at the end of the day it all comes down to one basic need: cash ( Read more... )

[although, nearing 3 days with out any sleep it might be a nice alternative]
my hands, feet, lips, & gums are all pins & needles. i'm braindead, but i still have enough energy to sway back & forth. [i'm still a bit jittery from last night's festivities].

if any of you remember the last post i made, i'll update you: my dad is fine. he may have ( Read more... )

so yesterday when i came home the first thing i hear is "mom's in the hospital with dad, an aneurysm in his stomach burst.."

..causing his stomach to fill with blood and to start shutting down his vital organs. a fifty fifty chance is what they tell us."an estimated 1,800 men -- die of ruptured aneurysms in their bellies each year, making it the ( Read more... )

so much shit has happened in the few days that i didn't post!

for one thing, i beat myself up in the most inane ways. i chipped one of my canines boxing in a gigantic blow-up bounce castle [haha, it get's better/worse!] 'cause i was chewing gum & i somehow managed to be so uncoordinated that i actually bit down on my own TOOTH. later when i was ( Read more... )

this is me with no make up [minus eyebrows]. joyous joy! i look & feel like ass right now. i got bored so i put my hair up in a nasty ass creation i like to call the "trash hawk." yes, it's supposed to look like ragged ass.


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i'd hardly been up for long when things got crazy. not long after i'd eaten breakfast & done some housework the doorbell rang. it was athena & her fiance! i had no idea she even had one, since i haven't been able to keep up with much of anything online. apparently she's been kicked out of her house, & her mother put a restraining order on her ( Read more... )

i'm baaaAAck! ;D

after about a month of being locked in michael jackson's closet, i was released into the blinding light again. now i'm hungry for brains & the joy of poking deli meats. ..well, maybe not.

so, after calling somewhere around 15-20 people, i gave up on sneaking out to go to the show in magnolia. poison called just as my stackers were ( Read more... )