" Coral youre so incredible and you dont even see it, by the time you do you wil have really hurt so many ppl and not even realise it"

sounds so much like a compliment, but deep down they meant that im treating people like crap and not even noticing. which hurts, but i know it's true ( Read more... )

ok ive just had an amazing night entirely fully truely. <3 ( Read more... )

meh ok so .. you know what i had a whole rant to write about what you want is never what you need, or what you need is never what you want. and how things you generally crave are so far out your reach for whatever they be. but i know itd end upat greg.. or at anything other than what is good for me. not that hes bad. but thought almost always ends ( Read more... )

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isnt it a bitch when you have to make choices that will no matter what hurt someone? meh i made mine i now just have to go through with it. sucks eh?
anyhoo satd felt kinda repeptitive but i stil have fun, i just never get why. ilove nights out with mr iain,although i wish i remember more =P

also.. The taxi had a BLANKET! yeah i was overly ( Read more... )

i've been listening to alot of tapping the vein lately, i cant help how much i love them <3 ( Read more... )

I realise my post are pretty much always negetive and depressing but its starting to be how i feel, like, just generally not good.
im a fuck up.

i just am, like lets be honest here, i need drugs to make me feel complete and content. i destroy everything that ever makes me feel whole.
i push myself to stupid limits that i know will break me. and ( Read more... )

ok so i deleted my city post cause i thought it was something about me im not gonna broadcast largely cause although it was an experience i wont do it again. i dont hate anyone so no one freak out =P ( Read more... )

... Worries for anothwe day ...~

im a lil fooked,. not as bad though but only cause i snapped myselfv alive cause im a dick and lost my pursse. cards pills n all, im so screwed have to pay out now to get em al sorted... great
the mutter will kill me.

good night buyt tARded ending... m eh i should sleep......... nah.

DOWN AT FRAGGLE ROCK

iprobably shouldnt update now cause my hands are like ice and im in a rather frustrated mood ( Read more... )