i never thought by not giving into peer pressure i could lose someone over it. well, just another life lesson. i never wanted to really date anyone after i broke up with a certain boy. it took me a year to allow myself to, and it failed. and it hurts. where is the man im meant to be with? its not fair. ive seen my share of bad boys, so where ( Read more... )

What a weekend! eleanors bday bash was underway early on thursday. i wish i couldve joined fully in the festivities from the beginning, but i had work and a meeting with our capter consultant. im pretty sure that im a terrible person because i invited my friend over on thursday and she got so drunk we was sick. which i blame soley on myself. ( Read more... )

im so fucking annoyed

so, i went home for spring break. i realized a list of things ( Read more... )

so, ive been having lots of thoughts lately. ive been feeling as though im too ornary for my own good and that people just put me on ignore sometimes. which is fine, because i do the same, but it always sucks when youre the one who isnt cared for, hypocracy at its finest. i feel dumb sometimes too. like my friends just look at me and think, ( Read more... )

so, heres whats happening in the wonderful world of kathleen since i last updated in april, hehehe. i took out a loan for school so i could come back, cause i love it that much. i am even more beautiful...i know, who knew that was possible. i now have a rep. as an alcoholic, unfounded rep. if i may say so. i am single, and i finally realized ( Read more... )

how do you know its love?  what is love?  i always thought it was these things:

*being able to accept the differences in a person and be able to embrace them and realize that is who they are

*being so mad at the person that you want to end things with them and wanting to cry endlessly, but something holds you back, knowing that the next day all ( Read more... )

man o man...i just cant seem to remember to update this crap.  but, luckily, i have my lovely perky to remind me.  I LOVE YOU PERKS!  i love that you are the only one i know on this thing, but thats ok, cause i can write you little love letters to brighten your day without anyone else seeing them ;)  perky, without you i would wither up and die ( Read more... )

So, i had some interesting people come into the restaurant last night.  this couple came in and said they were celebrating the ides of march, aka caesar's death. so, in clebration, they ordered caesar salad and decided that they would like to sit there until 9:30, making it a whole hour and a half of annoying their poor waitress.  get a life please ( Read more... )

Wow, my parents were pretty upset about the nose, luckily they arent going to shoot me. my dad said he would pretend it was fake, and my mom just ignores it. its been nothing but work since i got home, but luckily i had today off so i slept until 4pm. wahoo! i get to work 12hrs tuesday, 6hrs. wed., and 12 hrs. thrusday. then i work 6 or 12 hrs. ( Read more... )