loads of ideas and plenty of time ( Read more... )

Whoa, I almost forget what this is.
Feeling the bug. I want to get OUT.
YWAM? Capernwray? Regular old boring school? Probably.
Future plans OF road tripping/camping are keeping me afloat.
Serious Summer memories are flooding MY mind, and I keep forgetting what season we're in. 
Lots of prayer and thinking...
I'll find my WAY...

Wow it feels like I havn't updated in so long. My parents are here!! It's so much fun...we've just been chillin out, going out to eat, seeing the sights..playing in our tournament of course (we're in the final in an hour and a half! So pumped). My parents bought me so much food...so I should be good to go for the rest of the semester! So i'm sort ( Read more... )

Last Cigarette: a couple months ago...but it was actually a cigar! Haha ohhh gt's ( Read more... )

Got a phone call at 12:45..so happy to hear a friend's voice. Slept til 10..sweet sweet sleep. One class today..skipping intro to Christiantity cuz I had my midterm last night at 9:30 PM and half the questions were on the lecture that I'm supposed to be having today. WRETCHED ( Read more... )

There's just something about this place...

-hair's dry
-skin's dry
-not hungry
-weird urges for food
-drink tea..always
-pee always

mmm...you guys definitely needed to know all that.

I miss...

-shopping with Alice
-talking face to face with my parents
-sitting with Kayla
-laughing with Lizzy
-normalcy

take for granted...
-family
-friends-

Today feels strange. Strange feels weird. I didn't talk much today. I just feel...off-balance. Something inside of me is tired but I can't put my finger on it.

Weird...the song that's playing right now was just like "I'm so tired of luke-warm living"...huh. I've never even heard this song before. I think i'm going to go lay on my bed and see what ( Read more... )

Hi friends!!! Well, I thought I'd update again (I guess I'm not very consistent at this...but emails just seem so much more personal). School is good..a little overwhelming with all the syllabus' and everything but I think I'll manage (even with vball pracitce 3 times a week and 2 games and away every weekend int he states for tournaments!!). I'm ( Read more... )

WELL! Here I am at Prov College and I'm all settled in..been here almost a week now! It feels like longer ( Read more... )

So I leave tomorrow really early in the morning. I think I'll be waking up at around 5:00. Which I guess is just like a baking shift at Ralphs..but still happily avoided. Anyways, this is my last normal day of Summer (although it's tricking me into thinking it's actually Halloween). I'm gonna miss everybody so much..I can't even believe it. But it' ( Read more... )