gah this has been rough. sorta. so yea proposition 2 was passed! stupid conservatives. i hate it. damn it. and yea this morning was rough. had to get up early after going to bed late to work on a chem lab report with my lab partner at the help desk. so we're in there and like we're the only ones. but thats ok. so unfortunately our graph was wrong ( Read more... )

hmm havent been here in a while. *looks around* Hi yall!!!! *jumps up and down* so not much is happening. just trying to keep up is all. um a little worried about a friend of mine from back in dallas. he was suppose to visit me this weekend and i was super excited but i called him yesterday and he sounded depressed. no he was depressed. *bites ( Read more... )

dont think its true but i like the pic and i like betty boop. meh.


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the pain, the pain. it just wont go away. why am i so sensitive?!?! everytime i hear from him, i just cry. cry! and i hardly ever cry. but im crying now like nothing. i cant help it. i hate hurting people. and this is like hurting my best friend. i never meant to. i hate myself for doing it. i should follow my friends advice. he'll be fine with ( Read more... )

why do i allow myself to get hurt like this sometimes? i see it comin. i really do. and yet i dont stop myself. i go for it. i listen to yall, seriously. i know what yall are telling me is right. but i just feel like i have to. i let myself do it. im sorry i didnt listen to yall, or it seemed like i didnt. i was listening. and im sure it looks like ( Read more... )

so no i havent dropped off the face of the earth i just dont get around to this side of the internet. so college has been awesome. have new friendlies that are coolie. most of them are from houston which is quite interesting. so it has been fun. the only class i loath is government. everytime im in there i keep falling asleep. bad i know but i cant ( Read more... )

ok so both chelo and lane are gone. tear. given me a lot of time to think. blah. and i sure dont know what to do. lots of things are going through my head. one thing that just popped into my head...one of the last convos with chelo. he finally asked a really good question. well not finally as in he never does but it was an important question that ( Read more... )

yes i am back. my monitor's time had finally come. it went to join its friends in electronics heaven. but it left me here to suffer. well anyways we finally got a new monitor. and is a flat panel!!! coolie!!!! like a million. and now i can use it again!!! whee. way better than doing nothing like i did yesterday. since the kiddies are back at school ( Read more... )

i am such a dork. no doubt about. it was even more confirmed today. hopefully you will never witness such dorkiness from me. oh wells. muah

yes well i have been working a lot. yea me who was complaining cuz i had nothing to do. now im finding very little time to read. oh yea im reading harry potter. its soooo goood. well to me anyways. just cuz im a fan. but whatevers. me likes ( Read more... )