this journal is full of whiney bullshit and boringness
i'm starting a new one where i will write non stupid bullshit
hopefully

fresh start

 i'm happy with my life the way it is right now

AVOID RELAPSE

i'm not gonna get carried away with hopes
but i am pretty optimistic
ldkgflifsdkshdgdlkf

NOPE

nothing exciting is happening in my life
i've been watching extreme makeover all morning
the swan is so much better
this show is only half an hour and there are 2 people
its not quite the impact i desire. 
some people are just ugly.

I WANT SOMETHING NEW

i was going through my clothes today
and i was bored by everything i saw
i looked at my face and i ( Read more... )

i went tanning today
and actually gained color

i was in an ok mood
and now im depressed as fuck
and all i want to do is watch lotr and law and order for the rest of my life
not in a nerdy way
its just what i want
new episode of house tonight
my life has started to consist of
law and order. house. and tetris.

how sad.
suck my dick.

get happy

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so yesterday was gay. i had to wake up at 10.30. and i found out that waking up early makes me sick. i was like shoppin all day with my momma like ahhh badtimes. but she bought me new pretty clothes. and yellowwwww spraypaint for my tv stand. and we couldn't find a bedset so that sucked. tomorrow i'm gettin a new tv. and i'll prlly paint shit. i'm ( Read more... )

( wh0a )

( oh boy i got bored =-o0 )

happy independence day =]

last night was weird and random lol ( Read more... )