T his will be a very different thanksgiving this year for so many reasons. I just want it to be a wonderful one. And after it I want things to get better. More focused and productive. forreal.

so i am moving yet again!!! i am heading back to mass within the next 2 weeks.... just trying to get my life straight!! yet i am sooooo fuckin tired of moving... but atleast i have seen alot of places!! and met alot of assholes (oops did i say that) LMAO! anyways.... i be ok... i just gotta get the ball rollin all over again.. *like usual*!~coko

so life is going well now a days... no major shit is happening nothing crazy just happened to anyone.. lol.. thank goodness for that.. but i am very content with how life feels now.. real relaxed and nothing too stressful.. ya know.. ugghh...my ex and i talked a couple of days ago.. really kinda tripped me out.. i had no idea i was gunna actually ( Read more... )

shit.. its been like 2 years or something but... now i am with someone new and living in illinois... shit still sucks and i have to figure a way to make my life work for me... gosh i suck at life... lol... but i remembered i knew some people on here so i figured i would stop by.... i am not great but i could be worse...

well i just turned 21 on july 2, it was a good time. things have been pretty stressful in my life right now but i know i'm strong enough to get through it all.

sigh.......

well it's been a while since i've written but it's been crazy ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like i need to lose myself again... fall into myself and really take a good look around... i'm feeling like i'm going to find something new about myself soon.  i've been feeling really deep and in the moment lately...

every time i think my deepness has gone away it comes back even stronger the next time... it feels so good though ( Read more... )

Well we just got back from massachusettes last night.. uggghh... no one has a clue of how happy we were driving away from that terrible city. it's like a completely different world up there... I just have so much pain in my heart, so much stuff happened up there that shouldn't have. we wanted to leave within the same hour that we arrived. luckily ( Read more... )

I don't know what it is but i am just absolutly stressed... everything is so stressful right now. i'm going to snap, errr, what is the problem. i talked to my best friend mike from mass... i miss him so much. i found out today that my dad indeed actually called me in the few months that i've had my cell phone off so thats kinda exciting... i really ( Read more... )

well i got to watch american idol and yippie everyone i wanted to win, WON! me and nick went to go meet with our group and well we seemed to have gotten our days mixed up. lol. so tomorrrow is our day lol. i didn't even work on my homework that my therapist asked me to do.. DAMN coko!! so one of my closest friends down here in virginia is gunna ( Read more... )