There is a certain timing to everything in life. (Miyamoto Musashi referred to it as "rythym ( Read more... )

Out of sync with life
san diego is strange still
each day brings new starts

ON WITH THE THEATRICS!

I have to chalk tonight up to inexperience and impatience.

-I feel a constant pressure of NOW NOW NOW about everything I do since I've moved to San Diego. I don't understand why.Tonight it was irrecovocably decided that she (forever more to be ( Read more... )

"Even the most courageous among us only rarely has the courage for that which he really knows" Friedrich Nietzsche - The Twilight of The Idols

I had written a lot here, about how last night went and how I feel about her and why and a bunch of crap on how I can get her ( Read more... )

I'm going over to her house after work, if only to meet her roommate for the proverbial "hookup ( Read more... )

so I called her
she had already made plans for this weekend
I feel dejected

I had written quite a bit here, rambling about why I feel the things I do. It can all be boiled down to this:

I think I'm going to fail because I failed in the past, but I failed in the past because I thought I was going to fail.

ANDI'm going the next seven days ( Read more... )

I've met a girl.

I'm smitten.

That is all.

I want to be rich.

I want to be physically fit.

I want a job where I don't have to work weekends.

I want to speak multiple languages.

I want to travel all over the world.

I want a college degree, if only for myself.

What do I need to do to get what I want?

phi·los·o·phy The discipline comprising logic, ethics, aesthetics, metaphysics, and epistemology

strat·e·gy The science and art of using all the forces of a nation to execute approved plans as effectively as possible during peace or war

tac·tics The military science that deals with securing objectives set by strategy, especially the ( Read more... )

Woke up this morning and the sun was blood-red. There is a huge wildfire going on just over the hill from my house. With all the ash and soot in the air my sinuses are going crazy.