Everyday I'll write you a letter on here.
Tell you how I am doing, and wonder how you are doing as well.

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If you need space, I'll give it to you.
Know that I love you so much and I want you to be okay, first and foremost.
You are my best friend, and I always want to have you in my life.... please don't disappear for good.

you did not say it back today I always will thougho

I wish you would talk to me.
I miss that.

Herbal life came today... now I can continue this diet I'm on.
might want to order more in the next week or 2.
time to double down on it and get fit.
I'm come a long ways form where I was a few months ago, both as a person and health wise.
I know I can be a better person.
Lots of ups and downs in life.

Its great when someone you love or you know loves you says your looking good, and that the wight-loss is working ( Read more... )

but I can't reply to you.
it says you have privacy options set. :(
i would text you about it, but i'm trying to be good.

it is strange, for the last few days I really didn't dream much ( Read more... )

was pretty good.
I found more reminders of the things i am trying to deal with.
honestly, it getting easier.
I can't wait to get home thou, i miss my bed. i miss my pillows...