Happy new years.

just going to send you a message so you knew i had your LJ name right.
no other reason.
weird, im replying to a text via this... but if you read this tonight. you should talk to me tomorrow. since i'd be a year since we talked :p

I'm looking to change things in 2013 ( Read more... )

I kinda hope that she might come through with this... if the thing can be fixxed, I'd like to have it. it would be a huge help for me, and would make me one step closer to the goal of getting in a better place.
somehow I don't think it will happen. I don't like to get my hopes up for anything.

So A ( Read more... )

What I did wrong?
Why you would cut me off like this?
Do I mean so little?
One day I hope to know these answers.
I want to be your friend.
I'm broken.

I talked to Koss for a bit... he is bitter about you ( Read more... )

been a day since i discovered that i was blocked from contacting you.
I want to know what I did wrong?
I never set out to hurt you.
I hoped for the best for you. I still do.
I had hoped we could remain friends.
I still have that hope now.
It might be easy to be bitter about it.
but I never tried to hurt you.
The lack of a goodbye is what hurts the

suck ( Read more... )

Dear A,
I'm off to georgia in a bit...
I want to try and clear my head so your not in my every thought.
I just hope that you will be able to remain my friend as things progress with him.
All I want for xmas is you.
Love you, john