Life is an interesting thing kids. How is it that people can make other people feel such a huge spectrum and variety of things? What is it that flicks a switch in someones head that makes them say to themselves, "Hey, that person is something entirely too awesome. Wait a second...I think I love that person.". Further more, what about that ( Read more... )

So I've decided that I hate all of you that can make it work. All of you that know how to be with someone and make them happy while making yourself happy at the same time. I'm just so sick of giving someone everything I can give and it never mattering or meaning enough ( Read more... )

the state of utahs legal system can choke on a big fat dick...

looks like a rough six to twelve months on the horizon.

k...so it's been a while. sorry. but i just took a little trip down memory lane with this thing called livejournal, and oh my god i used to be a depressed emo little girl. sweet jesus fucking christ. i've had this thing for three years and i can totally see the change i've made through the years. cheers to growing up man...three cheers to ( Read more... )

Life is fucking weird right now kids. Well...it feels fucking weird anyways. Its surely same shit differnt day on the outside, but my head feels so fucked up about everything. I'm sick of my job. I really can't take doing it anymore. I need to find what i want to do with my life and make myself happy. Which i think i've actually done, now ( Read more... )

its ridiculous how far behind on peoples lives you'll fall when you don't have a computer to keep in touch. to be honest kids...if you want to get a hold of me, the computer is not the best way anymore. call me. let me hear your happy little voices. i've realized that i've kinda fallen out of some peoples lives as of late and i have no one to ( Read more... )

in case you were wondering...there are better ways to spend your saturday night than handcuffed in the back of a police car for an hour and a half.

so i was four blocks away from gang warfare last night. up in the avenues of all places. over thirty shots fired and people getting knifed left and right from what i hear. then i hear on the news this morning that police have cornered suspects in the ordeal in a apartment complex not 2 blocks from my house. i'm just that street kids...if it's ( Read more... )

my party last night ( Read more... )

well, amazingly enough this morning marks the 23rd year of my life. amzingly enough it also marks 23 years of me not being in jail or somehow dying in some rediculously stupid way.

cheers to me mother fuckers. cheers to me.