In a time where those in the LGBT community must still fight for their rights (in some states), where Trump is running for President (and people are actually gunning for him), where money rules and there is still so much hate...I am so lucky to have someone who grounds me. Although I think in many ways we are the complete opposite, I truely believe ( Read more... )

Postal Service :) better late than never!

I don't know why I can't resist the temptation to look at his dumb facebook. I deleted him from my friends. I even asked him to block me (which he didn't, probably cause he likes to torture me and knows I torture myself). But now that I see he is "in a relationship" its getting easier to continue on. But its funny, the whole four years we were ( Read more... )

I just found my Mae CD. and old photos from senior year of HS and freshman/sophomore year of college. Where does the fuckin' time go ( Read more... )

In some weird, crazy, fucked-up way,  I suppose things are supposed to be the way they are ( Read more... )

oh music, how you betray me ( Read more... )

It would be easier, or say, I would learn my lesson. But it isn't. An perhaps this time I did.  I'm listening to all my older music, Kimya Regina, Mira. They are all fabulous. But I have to say Beirut is amazing. Makes me want to be in my forrest house. That is my dream. I don't want to be totally isolate from civilization, just less attached and ( Read more... )

It's one of those time where I hate and love where I am. My moods change from minute to minute, which is no fun. But I love my swings of happiness. Excited and Scared of what the future holds for me, since right now pretty much anything is a go.

"Let go." I was let go twice in half a month. Two weeks. One week a part. Couldn't afford to pay me. ( Read more... )

I said I would try  to use this thing more often, but that is not going to well hah ( Read more... )

I am excited about my new place. Nothing to special, but its perfect for Michael and I. I am also excited about work. Work hard play hard. I like to chill hard too. haha.

I don't know why I have an lj. I start writing stuff, then I think about people reading it, then I erase it. lol...whatev.