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Oh thank god for snow!!! I mean i hate it, but not when i dont have to go to school because of it. We had a whole week of vaca, then a day of school, and now a fucking snow day!!! So nice ( Read more... )

Well today started off good. I woke up still drunk from last night, and me and joe went to dunkin. Then we came back here and i wanted to get a hair cut. Of course i wasnt even aloud to take my car for that, so my mom had to drive us. I cuz most of my hair off...its to my chin now and makes me look REALLY gay. But i am, so i don't mind. Then we ( Read more... )

i dont htnink ive ecver been withhiss drunk before without throwinn uip[!Choly fukcin shit we4 bought a bottle of bodka with jessss's moneey and then she didnt realluy get that much cuz me and joe draknk it all....im neer been this shitgfaxce d before and not thrown upp.....whitch is a good thing. we got drunk and hight in the back off kirstians ( Read more... )

Today was pretty sucky. My mom woke me up at 2:30 and i didnt want to get up. Mike promised me as soon as i was single we would go to the disel together, and we were supposed to go today, but my mom told me at 3 that i HAD to go see my brother at 4, so we didnt get to. I told her i couldnt, that i couldnt deal with that today, but she didnt listen ( Read more... )

Ahhh... These last 2 days have been crazy, i've barely sat down! Yesterday i went to work...hopped on the bus to harvard, went to therapy, went back to work...waited for amanda, went to pick up mike, dropped him off at ryann's Nana's, dropped amanda off before we got to go to McDonalds like we planned, went to Bedells and met his gf and his friend ( Read more... )

Yes i am pretty drunk.....well, thats relly it....ooo...and i kissed amanda today! She took it really well and shes a really cool person so hopefuly well hang out more and get to know each other betters .... if u know what i mean...well, im goona got pass out.

You looked into my eyes, swore on my life and our relationship that nothing happened between you and Hali. Like the fucking retard i am, i believed you, even though i had no reason to. MY FRIENDS WERE RIGHT ABOUT YOU! Don't call me, dont come to see me, dont even ever fucking think of me again. I'm not giving you a chance to lie to me any fucking ( Read more... )

There's something different about you. I don't know if I like it. I saw the pictures in your email, I know you smoke behind my back...i knew you did anyway, and i told you 1000 times i dont care. However, i care that YOU made the rule that we cant smoke without each other and then you go behind my back...that bothers me! And also that you lie to me ( Read more... )

01. who are you, what's our relationship ( Read more... )