ive been subconciously neglecting livejournal since i got a myspace acount....

evil myspace acount

ive been really depressed, on and off ( Read more... )

this weekend was the best ever.
that was by far the best party ive had and the best birthday ive had
i had so much fun

gah.

so i dont want to smoke cigs anymore cause i hate smoking but i love the nicotine high and satisfaction i get ( Read more... )

its 10:23 and i could do like ten minutes of research for my CS project buuuuut... i think ill just go to sleep

i have a yearning to go bowling.... anyone up for it? not today of course...

:-*

goodnight all

im gonna practice flute instead of researching for my country case project

real delinquients wouldnt be practicing... im obviously an angel

...damnit - no coke for me

marijuana has got my head in a vice.

this morning i was looking on the floor by my bed for a small bag of haleigh's weed that had gotten kicked around somewhere.. i was faded of course and wasnt really being very careful or paying attention WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN i push the tips of my middle and first finger into a sharp baby cactus and a phatty cactus needle gets stuck under my finger ( Read more... )

it never completely goes away does it ( Read more... )

"okay... then its not that i dont care, it's that i dont wanna bother myself with thinking about it all... i want to be wasteful and passive adn dwell in my little sick coughing depression bubble ( Read more... )