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[coldjadedheart]

I don't always write in here but I was just feeling up to it now. I feel so numb right now, like anything could happen and I would just be like "ok fine." I hate feeling this way but the winter makes it happen. I hate being out in the cold, it's such an effort to be outside when it gets this way and there is no way around it. I guess this might be

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[eat_my_pencil]

a few things... i find myself, more and more, in the company of people in your situation (lack of motivation), but it seems like all the pep talks in the world won't do much and it seems more like a natural occurence that needs to run its course on its own. as for the anti-social stuff, u may just be picky about friendship. don't force yourself to do anything unless you're miserable in your current state. otherwise, just wait for the friends you naturally/effortlessly click with to come your way. and as for babies/motherhood, the vast majority of my friends didn't exactly have "planned" pregnancies, so they were kinda forced to deal with the resulting situations:P

[coldjadedheart]

I think you're right, it just needs to run it's course. I go through phases where I feel more motivated and then I'm back where I was. But I guess that's just normal. Things have started to get better and thanks for your words of advice =)