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Well it has been almost a year since I wrote anything here. I always start my journal entries like that! But one day I will really make a point to write more often. I guess with the blog function on myspace and facebook, sometimes it's easy to overlook livejournal. But anyway....I have been reading some people's blog entires and also my own family' ( Read more... )

It has really been a long time since I wrote in this space. I am really in the mood to write right now though, so brace yourself! I have been recently thinking about sometimes how easy it would be to just be normal. And by that I mean, if I could just be status quo maybe my rages and struggles with depression would not be so frequent. It would be ( Read more... )

Tonight I played the open mic night in College Park. My friend Mike was supposed to also play but he had to go to work before it was our turn to go so I just went by myself. I ended up playing one song on guitar and singing and then two on the piano because I didn't know what else to do, and even though Chopin isn't a typical open mic offering, I ( Read more... )

I drank waaaaay too much coffee and I have the jittery insane feeling of too much caffeine. I don't drink coffee that often, which is likely why this is happening. I definitely skipped school today. I woke up with the intention of going, but it just didn't happen. I told myself that I would dedicate alot of time today on piano stuff. I have not ( Read more... )

So there are alot of new albums coming out soon and I hope it is worth getting excited about. I think Tori's is, from what I have heard so far. Seems like it rocks harder than her past few, and that is what we need at this point. I really like Scarlet's Walk and The Beekeeper but I don't know if I would be able to take another one in the same vein ( Read more... )

I don't always write in here but I was just feeling up to it now. I feel so numb right now, like anything could happen and I would just be like "ok fine." I hate feeling this way but the winter makes it happen. I hate being out in the cold, it's such an effort to be outside when it gets this way and there is no way around it. I guess this might be ( Read more... )

So I am pretty wired right now. I think it's because I laid around all day because I felt like crap. I still don't feel very well, I'm really not into getting sick again so soon, so I hope this passes. This is going to be the first year I am going to have three Thanksgivings...on Thursday I am going to Brandon's grandma's house in the afternoon ( Read more... )

Well it has been an interesting past few weeks. I have been very busy with school because all of my teachers thought last week and the week before were good times for simultaneous due dates. Sometimes I wonder if it's a conspiracy against us. I was also playing piano for my friend Sarah's wedding, but she did not inform anyone until about 4 weeks ( Read more... )