Me

I hate who I am
I hate who I've become
I hate the bitch inside
Who makes herself feel numb

Expectations

I never let
Myself down
I expect myself
To Drown
Once a loser
Always will be
I have given
Up on me

I Wish You Were Here

I wish you were here
On this gorgeous beach
Sitting with me
While the world's asleep
Watching the moon
Light up the sea
Enjoying a little
Romance with me

I Will Miss You

I will miss you
But I can't let you know
That I will be so sad
The day that you go

I Wish

I wish I could never regret
I wish my past I could forget
I wish I could take back what I've done
I wish I hadn't started what I've begun
I wish you'd never used me
I wish you didn't make me feel shitty
I wish I knew better than that
I wish I wasn't where I'm at

The truth

I know the truth
You've beaten me down
My only fault
Was being around

Your victim could
Have been anyone
You'd still feel no shame
For what you've done

But instead it's me
And I'm not the same
I'm filled with contempt
And you're to blame

I Miss You

I've been heartbroken
Since the day you died
I swear there's not a day
That I haven't cried

I'm not the same
I've fallen apart
But you still own
Most of my heart

I'm not over you
I never will be
I miss you each day
You're everything to me

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I Told Myself

I told myself I did
But I don't need you

I told myself you cared
But it wasn't true

I told myself you understood
But that was just a lie

I told myself you would help
But you left me there to die

Forgive Me?

I apologize
For what I've done
I can see why
You've started to shun

I mislead you
In a way so wrong
I should have told
You all along

You deserve more
Than this deceit
I just hope
You'll forgive me