Let's start off by saying Brian did wind up seeing my last post. But it's strangely not a bad thing. We talked, I just got things off my chest and he made sure I knew that if I had any doubts or worries all I need to do is talk to him. No one is perfect we both made mistakes but if we don't talk to each other when something is bothering us then we ( Read more... )

I think I have bad trust issues ( Read more... )

I need to begin making moves, and fast ( Read more... )

So thanksgiving was nice this year but little did Brian or I know how many changes were coming with the holiday weekend. Crap went down at his house and we haven't seen each other in a few days. But things are going better then they ever had. I cannot wait to see Brian tomorrow or Wednesday its going to be amazing. Our talks are better and we're ( Read more... )

so it's been a while. and my life is completely different then the last update. It's almost been a year since that update, can you imagine that ( Read more... )

so i have not updated this thing in months. i thought maybe i should try this thing again. so since my last update i am still with thomas. happier then ever he seriously is amazing. we actually started living at my house together after a rough time with his father and evil step mother. the summer was fun and yet interesting. richie lived with us ( Read more... )

wow, complete 180.
TJ and i talked.
we are still talking.
and still in love.
forever.
iloveyouthomasjosephfrancisweber.
and iloveyoutoovictoriagenova.
and iloveyoudaniellemariaracheldouglas.
just thought i should state this cause i'm looking up hotel rights now.
PEACE.

at least i'm updating like 2 times a day now haha.
i just need to say today it weird. it's like my first holiday i feel in a long time that i haven't had a chance to hang out with tj. i feel like all holidays big. small, dumb, made up, i've been with him. now i'm like laying around waiting to get drunk. Instead of eating laying and going out wtih ( Read more... )

last night must have been a dream.
i'm bugging out right now.
no but yes.
jhgfkjghfdjkghdf.
WHATTTTT !?!?!
ugh<3.
can't even speak. LOL.
happy easter.
you're always in my heart still.
but you are too cute.
peace bitchesssssss.

Well a lot has changed this past week in my life. Me and TJ broke up. He just couldn't do it anymore. I was sad about it, i still am but like i can't sit around and wait for him. I wish i could but why should i sit and wait when he's going out having a good time, and i have no idea if he'll ever come back. I've been best friends hooking up whatever ( Read more... )