i.need.change.

or...a pizza, or a proposal, or a bigger apartment, or perhaps two functional car headlights, or some coffee I.V., or hell...some crack.

because this life is getting in-fucking-SANE.

nursing school AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I had a break during classes, and decided to go to Border's and pick up some coffee, and the latest issue of "Weight Watchers" magazine. (It's ok, ive already internally beat the shit out of myself for just typing that ( Read more... )

I am going to try and focus on the good things about today, instead of the barrage of shitty things that are encompassing the rest of my life right now ( Read more... )

First day of clinical=fail

I upgraded...to this cool little fella.


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Last night was the biggest waste of time EVER. Why do I even bother trying to sleep? I waste more energy by TRYING to fall asleep for 8 hours than I would if I just stayed up. So freaking obnoxious ( Read more... )

So yesterday was my weigh-in. Thank god...I lost the 2 pounds I had gained back this past month ( Read more... )

pausing from my horrible math practice and pharmacology study so i can browse through wedding planning websites, living vicariously through those who actually have something fun, exciting, and interesting planned with their lives ( Read more... )

Today I had my second interview at Hillcrest Hospital for the Nurse's Aid position. After I got DRILLED with intense questions, (some which I did great, some which I wanted to KICK myself after responding)...the lady gave me a tour. So she's all like..taking me through the different halls of the floor I would be working on, and I'm kinda peeking in ( Read more... )

I totally sabotaged my weight watchers shit these past two weeks. I knew I was bound to start feeling "too comfortable" with my lower weight at some point. Well I've reached that point ( Read more... )