Wow, some friends know me too well. Joey and Chris have given me a complex about certain things ( Read more... )

Its me, a blast from your past. I have of my own that is eating me up inside. TO BE HONEST ABOUT MY TRUE DESIRES. Wow I have kept alot bottled up, so how do I let them out? Please help me.....only old friends have the type of vision and understand to help on this one!!! I dont want to ramble on to no one. When I post for advice and get no ( Read more... )

watch out, this is a pitty session, like never before ( Read more... )

i hope everyone is having a great and safe forth. i have to go to work here in a lil bit, ugh! i am totally healed already from my tattoo, and i will be taken pics of it, all i will have to do is figure out how to post them under a "LJ cut". i dont want to scare anyone with my pics, lol ( Read more... )

well i didnt do what i was supposed to. i havent been keeping up with my live journal, at all ( Read more... )

Choose which of each i am. Then we will see how many of you know the real me ( Read more... )

i was doing so good. i thought i was getting better. i was wrong. i miss him as much today as i did the minute he walked out that door. he is at her house. this is for sure. now what! why string me along. is this all a test. is this just to see my reaction. i have so many feelings running though me...but HURT is the worst. i know what i ( Read more... )

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It has been a long time since I have posted and I am sorry. I am a chat room junkie, but I have met alot of people there. Some are fun, some are assholes. I tend to speak my mind even more than usual. I hate when someone comes in just to run their mouth. Anyway, I just wanted to explain what was going on. I am having fun, but I do feel a ( Read more... )

OK, in the last two weeks I have been an online junkie. I can't get enough of it. In the last week I haven't gotten more than 8 hours total of sleep. I have been living on the internet, diet pills, subway, and water. I think that the online has taken the place of all the time I spent with baseball. I have to say that it am having alot of fun. ( Read more... )