Why cant i keep my big mouth shut!!

"yes we are moving but dont tell jessica we want to surprise her when she gets home!"

what do i say five minutes before i know this? I send an unreversible email saying, 
"jessica!! i did not know that you were moving! how did u not tell me! you tell me everything!"

Im so Stupid! ahhh.
Now what?
hahahah

 whats happening

fifteen years gone. 
ten years thought dead.
Contacts me over facebook!
how kind and thoughtful...

three days ago my life was stable
finally got everything under control
now...i dont even know
so lost and confused

Do i let her in now after all this time?
Or do i say fuck off i dont need or want you
where was she when i need her?..
in jail and doing drugs and ( Read more... )

 So Much to Me
Another day is passing
And still there is no word
On how your life is going
And who is in your world

I pray you will consider
These words I write to you
I liked you in my life
Yet maybe now it's through

I don't want to see
our relationship come to an end
And I don't want to find
our lives standing still

We are moving towards the end
And we really ( Read more... )

 Fuck it.
I am partying hard tonight.
i need it baddd
Watchoutt here i come 

 Trippiest most horrible dream ever last night.

I was back in high school and i had a baby.
everything was going goood and i adored my baby.
Then i am in mrs comptons art class and i accidently 
leave my baby and my purse in there with my phone,
It starts snowing really hard and it is time for me to get on the bus.
It is a mini bus and i get on and ( Read more... )

 
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 When, when you're feeling all alone
And everything you've ever known ( Read more... )

Ill never understand this point or time in my life
Why everything happened
What i did wrong
Why God feels the need to take everything
Why i have to start over

I do understand that it is time to take charge
no more father saying yes and no
If i keep letting him control my life im going to get nowhere except where he wants me to be.
Some people need to learn ( Read more... )