i dont want to go to college and i dont want the summer to end... ever. except it will and i'll have to go to college. ugh.. i know everything will be ok i just don't want to have to start all over again with friends and such. thank goodness jenn will be there! but i still feel... unhappy about the summer going away.

~me

i'm happy again, all is well except i thought i lost my wallet today which was freakie but everythings good now.
:)
ME

so i'm still hanging around doing my thing, trying to be positive. heck i am positive. i still miss emily. tomorrows wednesdya! oh yay! i forgot. i've been working more then normal but it's cool cuz i need the money. hmm, hung out with kat yesterday then got really sleepy on the ferris wheel and pretty much went home after that. my grandpies gone ( Read more... )

i cried at work today. i am an embarrassment to myself, youd think id be able to keep it together for six hours but no, i feel like ive turned into liquid and now it's very easy to start crying. i wish i could stop not because crying is bad but crying all the time is getting old. grief i miss emily so much. i wish shed come back so i could talk to ( Read more... )

my eyes feel like they will be falling out of my head any minute now, i couldnt sleep last night so i read until 1:30 then i went back to bed which never does any good because u always end up thinking about the day.i want a poodle, a small cute poodle, fuck anyone who says theyre lame. i want a response besides the miild,puddinglike, bland excuses ( Read more... )

today was hot and busy at work but its still pretty fun at the "new job" tonight was awesome, hung out with kat then went to short sands and saw an amazing number of people i knew which was ncie too!!! then tomorrow work again then going up to my parents til saterday i think!! woo parrrty ( Read more... )

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so summers here and i'm happy. i've got the house to myself from tomorrow on once my mom goes back home. rick and i are together which is really nice. i've been being weird lately, really calm and jut going with stuff and not freaking out like i normally do. i dunno, it's so hard to explain. i'm really glad ricks calm and stuff it just helps ( Read more... )

sooooo i go to senior reception and then leave and get myself pulled over. when you drive with colleen she'll tale someone and then get herself pulled over at hannaford and then get the shit scared out of her. wow. hahahahahaha. but i still love dans new car.

~me

so today was our last day at classes and it was great cuz we didn't do anything and now i'm home freeeee!!!!!!!!! and we're all going to short sands even though it's raining and i got food and all kinds of good stuff!!!! ahh!! im so happpppppy!!!!!!!! woo this'll be great and i like my senior picture so thats good too and we got yearbooks and ( Read more... )