so, tomorrows my birthday and i guess i don't really care becuz no ones here but then i do becuz it IS my birthday and woo hoo, except my birthday dinner is next week which is weird, so it doesn't feel like my birthday. maybe once ur 18th birthday is over people forget about ur birthday.. even you so it's no big deal... maybe thats why my grammy ( Read more... )

yah i dunno why but the last few weeks ive been in a good mood. i bought a car woo hoo! cuz i crashed my other one :( poor thing. but were getting that one fixed tooooo. and im going shopping tomorrow so thats awesome and i met a wicked cool dude today who seems nice,l not like any of those other freaks. heh heh. ok i'm off to bed or something ( Read more... )

well i finally applied to unh and pretty much all my friends have gone back to college except kat. and jenns here with me. things are not the same. they'll never be the same and it makes me sad. i really want the summer to come because i think it will be alot more fun then last summer. i hope so at least. i think emily gave me her cold cuz ive felt ( Read more... )

WHHHHHHAT?! DID I MISS SOMETHING HERE?! cuz seriously, i was just being FRIENDLY. man sometimes being friendly gets you in trouble...you like.. make friends... like dude, whoa, haha who knew?! haha today was pretty cool, considering schools out for THE WEEKEND and month but whatever. OK, coem sunday i'll try to make a move....awwwwwww here it goes ( Read more... )

so i finally saw my friends for thanksgiving and it was awesome! the first night everyone minus sarah cuz her plane didnt get in til late, we all went to ihop and i sat in the car trying to hold on to everything that was happening so i could remember when they left, then thanksgiving, which was fun except i didnt feel good after then friday! which ( Read more... )

so my friends are coming back in 3 of 4 days and i cant wait to see them and eat thanksgiving goodness! there are a few people though from sept and nov that ive lost contact with through no fault of my own becuz honestly i guess they were alittle too busy to say hi or anything which kind of makes me mad but then i see who that person is and say "oh ( Read more... )

yah.. i made the whole dinner tonight and it was really good if i do say so myself. then i sewed. hahaha wow. then i watched 6 hours of the sarah plain and tall story. who knows why, i've already seeeeeeen them. i have good news though. ill be living at my grandpies soon for a month and it'll be ALOT of fun!!! i cant wait! its coming at the perfect ( Read more... )

yay halloween yah whatever. i was going to rent a scary movie but i ended up making christmas presents and burning my finger instead. no matter i dont really care, it's not like theres any great places to go and it's not like i know anyone well enough to want to go out with them and party. i'm going to be applying to some different colleges really ( Read more... )

so college is ok, i have one class tomorrow morning and it's fun. the teachers funny, so that's good. i'm going to start applying to other colleges in a few weeks or visiting them, i guess i do that first. anyways, i'm making a plan to get in better shape and get skinny and fix my hair and myself. and kat and i are going to a concert! yay!! deirks ( Read more... )

yah so college is SUPER yah jokeee. haha but it was better on thursday and i dont have classes on fridays soooo that was nice. ugh i HOPE things get better or i might just totally freak out like nobodys business!!!!!!!! i wish i could just figure out what i wanted. and i wish i dunno, im just sad but i'm feeling better since thursday, more positive ( Read more... )