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SEE I AM STILL ALIVE....BE BACK LATER TO UPDATE....

i am at my bestfriends house right now waitin on him to get ready so we can go out and maybe take my mind off of all this random shit i am goin through...i am looking for that silver lining...but its still rather cloudy on my side of the fence ( Read more... )

Ok so i am not really sure when was the last time i wrote in my journal and the time has come....things i thought were going great...u think that perhaps people are real and they mean what they say...but how empty of me to be so full of u....allow me to explain. My...lets call him a friend for now (Martin) well we were doing ok in our new 2bedroom ( Read more... )

As i sit here comtemplating... on the right thing to decide, will i take the wrong direction, all my life i wonder where will i go, what will lie ahead of me. I have strong determination, and i am not afraid of change..I have yet to find that someone who would care to statifsy me, who will stand right by me....who can i run to? When i need luv, My ( Read more... )

workin on paperwork..bills and shit

Well it is now July 5th i think and i have not received a notice from my apt saying that my rent check bounced.....well at least not yet!!! I had to do what i had to do in order to cover my ass....and even though i dont have the money in my account right now it seemed like the only thing to do considering that no one else at this point in time can ( Read more... )

Well i know its been like almost 2 weeks since i have sat down and written and talk about my life...but i really have been goin non-stop for no reason at all. i have just made a big change in my employment...i no longer work for R2Corp anymore. The major reasons for leaving were mostly because i was expected to do so much and still be held up to ( Read more... )

So this week in sales really sucks...i have been constantly hounded at work about making more sales..and at this rate if my boss keeps it up i will not last long...but im gonna hang in there and hopefully it will get better ( Read more... )

Well I just got back in from the Valley with Martin Monday Morning..but its what...now Wednesday...shit how time flys...here is us being all kinds of glam..and the girl in the middle thats his cousing Aloura! yeah...actually thats a guy...hes on his way...she is gorgeous..and has not work done yet!


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