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Oh, What A Night...
Last night, I went to the local club's ladies' night for the second week in a row. I was wearing a stripey cotton tank top so plain and comfy it is usually my pajama shirt, plain black bermuda shorts (ie, went to just above the knee), and my black and neon green flats that slip on with elastic. Yeah, not the hottest outfit ever. However, I sat at a ( Read more... ) -
My Lovely Daughter
Maybe it is just my biological clock ticking. Maybe it is an egotistical desire to prove myself the ultimate feminine being. I have always always always, for as long as I can recall with clarity, looked forward to having a daughter. My daughter ( Read more... ) -
Ms. Grumpy Pants
Today, we ate a big brekky for Mothers Day. Problem: I never eat before, like, 1pm. Thus, I felt stuffed, low on energy because my body felt heavy, fat and unattractive, and generally out of control. Today, I have been snappy and unhappy. I have been demanding. I have been annoying ( Read more... ) -
To Andrew:
"Sometimes, everyone and everything in the world makes it their business to make sure you don't have a leg to stand on. When that happens, come step on my toes, and we will dance through life ( Read more... ) -
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I have so many people tell me, you can do anything you want to do! What I need to hear right now is, what you want to do, you can do. You are capable, you do have what it takes to do that specific thing. -
There and then
remember, andrew, that night i went to the filippino dinner? I was exhausted from a long day, and i came up with your name as a good friend with a vehicle. I called, pleading. You said, no biggie, and showed up even though you weren't in the best shape yourself. When I thanked you, you kept telling me, anytime. It's not like i would just shut you ( Read more... ) -
The Future
I want to apply to Stanford. But, everyone I mention it to tells me, that's competitive. Like I am not. I mean, I know I am personally not happiest being in competition constantly, but I feel my intelligence is competitive-- ie, I am smart enough to do this. But, I feel like I need someone to tell me, yes, you have the certain something, I have ( Read more... ) -
Just to Write it down somewhere
Now I've had some coffee, slept on the event, all that, its a bit digested... But not totally ( Read more... ) -
Sundays
Growing up, I always kinda hated the lazy way that Sundays unfolded no events back home. Now, I yearn for that sunny peacefulness ever Sunday... -
Thundercloud Relief
This morning, after a spell of intense sun and heat, we finally got the cloud cover and cool warmth in the form of a gathering thunderstorm. I went for a wonderfully refreshing sprinting session, took a super long shower (sorry housemates!), shaved, all that jazz ( Read more... )