yeah i havent updated lately because there was no reason to, there still isnt. but heres an update so yeah. my hearts breaking, i dont really care anymore. I dont care about alot of things anymore.
so anyway, yeah...
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..I need Patrick's help. I just don't know where he is. But he's the only one that can really help me with this topic. I guess I will wait and tell him when i see him next and won't post it for everyone else. That way nobody can think "shes always depressed". I'm not, really, only when it comes to two topics. And Patrick knowns one of them. Anyway

It seems as though I only update when I need to rant or am depressed. This is like those times ( Read more... )

The brother is being an asshole again, but that's really nothing new. He was cussing at my dad so I was like don't freaking cuss at him and he got in a even worse mood so i was like fu** you get your happy ass to bed ( Read more... )

oh oh its a picture of me! lol my hair is actually straight in this one...don't know how i did it

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So i started classes yesterday and I already have homework..poop...but oh well at least I can concentrate on that one class. Anyway I'm still refusing to be sick :) cant afford it. I'm going to have to find a second job cuz the restaurant I'm working at is going to only be open Friday Saturday and Sunday starting next week so I dunno where to look.

I guess I should update ( Read more... )

I was driving watching my gauges that kind of stuff then i get to a stop light in town and my car dies. At first i thought it was just because i didnt downshift or something so i tried starting and it makes a weird sound but not like the sound of just clicking, it was trying to start so i reach over and turn my hazards on and the light turns green ( Read more... )

Ok so I wont be on till tomorrow or monday, going to the sisters to watch sisters and niece, swimming time :). Anyway work tomorrow but might be starting to cook so they might keep me till close so I'll talk to ya when i talk to ya. have a good weekend.

Yay it's been raining, I love rain but it's also be humid...i know i know humidity in NM yea right. But it has been the last few weeks. Rains nearly every afternoon and night ( Read more... )