i knew i was very blessed!!

not waiting forever.....Well this past week has been an extreme roller coaster ride of emotion for myself. The hopes, the dreams, the mistakes, the things ive been running away from, have finally caught up with me. And today, i can honestly look upon this week, and know for a fact, everything that has happened, was absolutely worth the fighting ( Read more... )

i fucken hate you so much right now. i wish you saw what you're doing to me..i wish you would fucken leave me alone. I want to bash your head in, i want to stab your heart so you know how it feels to feel at your lowest. I want to slice you into little pieces and feed you to the pigs. I dont want to see your face right now, i dont want to hear ( Read more... )

 

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 Im sorry i pushed you away, i want to let you in, because i know you can help me. just sometimes it feels like you make things worse. its just so easy for me to put off things and run away from the things that bother me. You seem to be the only one that truely cares, and after last nite, it was a real eye opener ( Read more... )

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 YAY so emilio comes home tomorrow. i am tres excited!!!oui oui oui! hahahah, i hope tomorrow turns out to be an awesome day.Ive decided not to take my trip around the city until i find someone willing to go with me, because i know im going to get very lost. Anywhoo, this weekend went by pretty fast, and i slept ( Read more... )

THIS IS THE FUNNIEST THING IN THE WORLD ( Read more... )

Ok so, the song i've been waiting for all summer is finally up...EVERYONE SHOULD LISTEN TO THE NEW USED SONG ON THEIR WEBSITE BECAUSE BECKY SUE SAID SO BITCHES. Its absolutely awesome. It sounds quite a bit like the new my chemical romance, but i love them both. Im so excited for the new cd to come out, if this is what its gonna sound like, im ( Read more... )

So finally this is my last week of class. And I am very very relieved that i will be done with it. Ive stressed myself out too much this summer. I doubt i will pass this second session, but im not going to quit. I have to keep my integrity and hold on til the end, and try. I really am trying my best. But this time, i dont think it will be enough ( Read more... )

So today was an extremely bad "girl day." because i started my "girl problem" and it was so bad i couldnt even walk. So i stayed in bed pretty much all morning, until now, when i decided to get up and come online. Due to me staying in bed, i was forced to watch Glitter, compliments of VH1, and i have to say, it wasnt that bad of a movie and it was ( Read more... )