i just want you to be true to me one time......

how long can the wheels maintain a spin.... Im so confused.....i feel like i do what everyone else wants me to do, but yet, i never live up to what they want me to be. I end up doing what other people tell me too, and im never happy. im never good enough. Im questioning everything im doing in my life right now, how is it going to benefit me in the ( Read more... )

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the day is much too bright...WOW, so this weekend was really really super fun. i met some new people, acted really stupid, and saw some people i havent seen in ages...goodtimes!! So my weekend started out on friday...i posted on friday that i was gonna stay in, but i ended up going out. emilio ( Read more... )

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im sorry i was never anything you ever dreamed....

So today concluded the last day of first semester, and im very very happy to say i did get a 4.0 this semester, not that anyone really gives a shit. Im very very proud of myself, i feel im really learning how to accomplish things i never thought i could ( Read more... )

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 So this week hasnt really been the best week for us....some things that could've absolutely been avoided, have happened. and its so retarded. ( daniel, i hope this week gets brighter for you, and if you need to talk, call me ( Read more... )

so yesterday was pretty much a disaster. it was all my fault. im sorry .

lately ive been so touchy...i just have so much on my mind, i wish it would go away. i wish it were easier for to talk about whats bothering me, i wish it would go away ( Read more... )

watch the world keep falling around you.....

so lately ive been on an emotional roller coaster...im just so confused about so much, and im afraid to talk to certain people or say too much, in fear ill lose them, for good. In a sense i feel cheated...i dont feel im getting back what i put in....i feel like im losing myself.

i dont expect your ( Read more... )

IM GOING SCOOTER RIDING TODAY!!! YESSS!!

So here I am, hanging out in my room, and reading ljs. Then Midtown came on, right? Of course it did. I then thought, 'FUCKING HELL! I MISS BECKY-CHU ( Read more... )

i swear i'll do my best to comply...

uhhhgh...so ive been home for the past two days...due to a case of the stomach flu that came out of nowhere. ITS SO ANNOYING!!! It all started on monday nite...oh god...

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 So yea, monday was pretty cool, but really tiring...i was able to hang out with my peeps again...even ( Read more... )