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[collyrium]

It's been some time. That's not good. Ah well. This is more stream. I'm scared. I'm lonely. I want to kiss someone very badly. I want to fuck someone very badly. It seems that my tastes have changed. But at the same time they haven't. But I do want to feel some girl up who dresses like a girl. I guess I want a woman. But I keep finding

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[nikkienoname]

OBVIOUSLY the Mr. Daniels is beginning to take effect because if name is JACK not JOHN. AHAHAHA

New York is a fucking vortex. You know it's bad for you and you know it's wrong but you just. want. to be there. It's ridiculous. And it's terrifying. But it's amazing. Staying there is the worst thing and the best thing. Just like how home is the best thing and the worst thing. It's all just different components that make them that way.

I have no advice, cause I know how you feel. I LIVE THE SAME LIFE. Just be. And when you panic, solve it. Whether with tears or laughs or phone calls or optimism or booze. Just make your immediate like better. That;'s how New York works, all in the present. That's all that counts on the island of Manhattan.

I ran away to home. Sometimes that works. Sometimes it doesn't. It's your call.

Merry Christmas. Love.

[collyrium]

John Daniels is a reference to Scent of a Woman. It was a joke. You're right. Call me when you get back.

Love.