This is it. the ace in the hole.

The air force RESERVE!!!!!

I cant believe i didnt see it before! such a fool! XD

This is the answer to EVRYTHING.

After 6 weeks, i can come back and do as i please. So even KITTY wins! <3!!!!!

Theres no doubt at all about this one. I have chosen. :3

Army.

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So, ive done some research on careers, but my outlook remains the same. Undesirable careers involve alot of education. I cant stand schools, and i certainly cant stand seniority wage ( Read more... )

Today was nice for me, it simplified my mind for me a little ( Read more... )

Seriously. The white noise in my head has increased ten fold the past few days.
Its insane. I CANT live like this. It hurts to think.

The mental stress.
Its hard to even breathe without some sort of frustration destroying my concentration.
I cant think. Its so hard to even move.
I feel really sick.

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/443069

Go ahead and say that isnt one of the best flash movies youve seen. Not even considering the circumstances.

:]

So now ( Read more... )

Its like being in school.

I hate routine so fucking much.

Im gonna kill myself if theres any more of this bullshit repetition.

I havent felt like my true self for a long time.
Lets see how long i can keep it up before reverting back into a weak, scared little bitch.

Hold on, i think i feel the estrogen getting back into me already. fuck this.