That everyone else can have a bad day and be allowed to have it but not me?

Five minutes into the past I was a naked, if clean, wreck, worrying about this 'meet n greet' of H7G staff past and present, taking place in about, oh, 10 minutes. I'm now dressed, Lorazepam'd up, and almost ready to commit to facing (not just facebooking) the past. I'm probably worried about nothing. Just another Sunday, July 4, the day after the ( Read more... )

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Dreamed I was playing a Fender Stratocaster last night, probably as a result of watching the Buddy Holly Story last night as that was, if I recall right, his axe of choice. Not my preferred instrument, not that I've had a lot of experience with them, but something about them rubs me the wrong way. The neck and body just don't feel right, ( Read more... )

I can do right now is try to eat something. I had so much, and still could do so much, today but right now I'm a little low on motivation, energy, and GI-tract stability. I have much to report (friends only) on last nights activities but for now I share with you a hastily made Cleveland tourism video.

(Super gracias a Kate, an H7G tour guide alum)

I don't post entire song lyrics too often but this song hit me right where it counts, the trudging, drag-yourself-out-of-hell tone, guitars pretend to be bagpipes, and no chorus - important - because the best songs don't have to repeat themselves to get the point across.

( Rilo Kiley - A Better Son / Daughter )

...in a lonely place.

"I was born when she kissed me. I died when she left me. I lived a few weeks while she loved me."

Sigh is not the word.

...that a fistful of pharmaceuticals and pot can't solve? I think not. Gulp!

(2mg lorazepam, two tramadol (35mg I think), Pepsi, and bowl after bowl of grass. I'm saving my last dilly for desert as I bed down. Or fall down more likely.

First, the bad ( Read more... )

I was in pyjamas by midnight. I am in pyjamas and it is just after midnight My day started ass early. The weebook with 20% battery life remaining, sitting on my bedroom floor in stripedy pyjamas after a day that started at 6:09AM, I ought to be in bed or recapping but I want to squeeze out the last 20% of the battery and capture this moment. On the ( Read more... )