It's times like this

where I feel like

I'm losing my

fucking

mind.

AndIcan'tdealwithitanymore.

So I never write in this anymore ( Read more... )

Things just got a little more scandalous.

...

Ohgosh.

@&^#@%~&^@%!.

Seriously.

UGH.

I'm all shook up.

and I love it.

I jumped today.

And I let go of everything I'm attached to.

And I've never felt more free,

or more alive.

Maybe that's because I sleep more, though.

You never know.

All I know,

is that when I jumped,

for once,

I didn't hit the ground.

I've stopped being sad.

I hate feeling like shit everyday. It's just not me.

So no more sadness. No more stupid depression.

Done.

And when I stop being a coward, maybe I can fix everything that's going on.

Ha.

I've been through emotional hell for the past week ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night that some lady wanted to buy the blades on my fan to make into little china cups. Symbolic? Who knows ( Read more... )

I have absolutely no idea how to work this thing.

Myspace, I can handle. This...not so much.

Now I've got to become Live Journal savvy.

Yay.