If you know what movie the Subject is from, you will be my hero ( Read more... )

Enough. I'm so done. I'm tired of other people controling parts of my life they have no bussiness controling. Damn, get your own issues. The End

Why is it that every time you think you find a good man, they lie. Today was awful. I really could care less about myself. ( i know, not too health thinking) I care more about the others. There Is a person that I love very dearly that I saw hurt today. SHOCKING NEWS: by a man. I was hurttoday too. BY: 3 men. Now I'm not saying all of this to be a ( Read more... )

Why is it that every time you think you find a good man, they lie. Today was awful. I really could care less about myself. ( i know, not too health thinking) I care more about the others. There Is a person that I love very dearly that I saw hurt today. SHOCKING NEWS: by a man. I was hurttoday too. BY: 3 men. Now I'm not saying all of this to be a ( Read more... )

I am at an amazing point in my life right now. I am at a great age. My friends are all different and I can get different things from all of them. My interests are evolving.I am growing to believe different things. I want more out of my life at this point. I want deeper conversation, more passion, more travle. The best part about this is, I get it. ( Read more... )

Today I find my self in a position to make many a choice. I am so confused and my morals are blury. It's driving me crazy. I miss spending a ton of time with my friends. I really wish I could talk to them about this right now. I have so many things going through my mind. anyway ( Read more... )

I hate having strong emotions towards people. If it's hate, anger, love, pashion, or anything else. I don't like people to be able to have that kind of power over me. It's been bugging me a lot recently. I fell like i need to take charge again. so i'm going to. Most of all i want to get rid of hate. I have no tolerance for it, in myself or others.

I have a choice right now. I'm not sure what i'm gonna do. i could go both ways and not care. or...I could go both ways and care. I won't know untill after I choose... Damn I hate making little decishons that have a huge impact. However I can't really see it going either way. None of you have any idea what i'm talking about, but thanks for reading.

Have you ever realized that a person in your life Has the ability to calm you no matter what. Well I realized that today. No matter what i'm thinking of doing or how stressed I am, he can calm me down. I hope everyone has a parson like that in their lives.
~i'm in such a good mood~

So I saw an EGG-ZILENT show tonight. I went with Andrew to the Peblebrook show BLUE. It was an all black show staring my friend, Jazzy. She was so great. And Carlose was the props master so I got to see him too. It was the bit of GHP love i needed. And Andrew is just a sweet person to be around who is nice to talk to. I really enjoyed getting out ( Read more... )