Finally get my review at work next week, only 3months late. Can not believe I have been there that long.
School is going fucking crazy and I don't know what to do.
Everything else in my world is so upside down.
Life has been so trying for a while that it just hit me in the car the other night and I started balling.

What's the point anymore. I keep fucking everything up.

I love that I've worked at my job so long that Joe knows my different eye looks and faces when I definitely do not agree with what he is saying. I'm just very opinionated ( Read more... )

online that is. need to go dress shoppng.
To Buy:

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• boots
• winter coat
• dresses!! DRESSES!
• makeup brushes

Now that it's fucking 6o'clock and my research paper needs to be done now, NOW the fucking gossipy, annoying girls leave MY fucking table at the library. It clearly states on the computer, that the 2nd floor is a QUIET ZONE! Plus, did you hear anyone else talking?! NO! Because you just NEED to hear your own fucking voices!

I am 7 minutes late for class. I know I suck. But I'm so stressed. I can't stop thinking about the interview I went on today and how I lied to them and how they want me to leave my other job right when they hire me but I don't want to do that. And I had to downplay going to school even though I love what I'm going to school for. I wish I could talk ( Read more... )

I move in one week.

Well, I fell in love again saturday night for the 57th time now. I know it's not going anywhere because he doesn't have my number and I don't have his. It was just a nice night and he was really nice to me. We had great conversation and he was really cute. I spent most of the night on his lap rubbing his neck and holding his hand while he rubbed my ( Read more... )

The only thing I have to report about the bowery release show is that I loved this season's lines for "No Time Flat"
It was something along the lines of 'Now the march beats towards Afghanistan, Is this a change we can really believe in'

After College, this is SO what I'll be doing.