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but i need to survive,

"I want to pull the plug, and drain away." -SueMonkKidd
...this is just a war.

"If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. I hope you find out what you want. I already know what I am. And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold. A heart that's ( Read more... )

is freaking gay, i am never going to finish this thing. it's freaking gay.

gah no one wants to talk to me...but i guess it's okay.

I'm super boring.

I broke up with derrick awhile ago...and im not completely sure if that's what i really wanted. of course i still love him and all but i would if i broke up with him or not. the fact taht i couldn't date him anymore was the reason i had to get away. ii haven't talked to him and it's killing me..but i know ill get more upset if i talk to him it ( Read more... )

so this ijs the deal. Derrick was all upset yesterday because he couldn't get a hold of me and i was with AMANDI<3. Anyways he called like a lot but i was ini a movie and you cna' just answer the phone in a movie.. so i called when i got out of the movie so on and so forth. amanda took me home derrick picked me up...yadaayada. i left my phone ( Read more... )

my emotions have run out, my soul has run dry...there is nothing left of my being. My metality is slowly drifting away in cyclone of thought, my mouth has run dry of words to say, and my body has faded to dark violet red at my wrists. my eyes are closed for all eternity until someone saves me from this fucking hell ( Read more... )