It's not even noon yet ( Read more... )

i'm sad ( Read more... )

fuck i'm so fat i wanna crawl into a big hole and die
but i'm tooo fat to die yet. must reach 87 before i die.

fckthwrld.

this post will not depress you. i promise.
a bit random, though.

k so my boyfriend & i were watching that movie
w/ Drew Barrymore, Never Been Kissed.
Nothing else was on.
&& you know that part where she's all
*crying* "I'M NOT JOSIE GROSSIE ANYMORE!!hahahhaaa ( Read more... )

goodnight
goodevening
goodmorning

where ever you are, i hope the night, evening, morning brings you inspiration, hope, & success.

♥.

What's Good World ( Read more... )

WHEN IT COMES TO LIFE IN GENERAL, ED-RELATED OR NOT, YOU CAN'T PLAY BOTH SIDES OF THE FENCE. FOR EXAMPLE; STARVING MYSELF FOR SOME STRANGE REASON MAKES ME FEEL GOOD. SOME FUCKED OFF CHEMICAL IMBALANCE IN MY BRAIN GOES 'YAY! NO FOOD FATTY!' BUT THEN THAT SILENT VOICE IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD TELLS ME THAT WHAT I'M DOING IS WRONG. I GUESS WE'LL JUST ( Read more... )

12:00am .. back to reality.. back to being the *real me*

ok so i'm hanging out with this boy this weekend but i'm bringing my friend (who is much thinner than me!!! btw) & he's gonna bring a friend along for her.. so i'm soo looking forward to it but then again i'm not because i feel F A T . i've been eating normally lately which is no help at all..
SO... starting right now; i'm going to fast only having ( Read more... )

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