woke up this morning in so much pain. couldn't even move or walk. going to the er.

alright, so after a shitty day of massive food-consuming, thoughts of unworthyness, insecurities taking over.. i'm fat i'm ugly i'm not good enough i'm a waste of perfectly good breathing space. all i do is take up space, & A LOT of it, too. no one wants me. i haven't even spent any time with my boyfriend. i always flake @ the last minute because i ( Read more... )

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( thinspo for the day ;) )

my bmi is 20.2. i'm a pig.

OK so it's about 4:15pm in cali.. had a cup of coffee this morning.. then 2 pieces of turkey.. i'm soooooo fuckin happy i got this tongue ring because it puts MAJOR limits on me!! Although last night i had a fucking binge fest... don't know how!! i was s00 stoned.. i had cup of noodles & about 15 oreos WITH 3 glasses of milk... i am so fucking fat

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it's 2:10am.. almost ready for bed ( Read more... )

feels good to be back. diet starts tomorrow.. here's the plan:

BREAKFAST:
- 1 cup special k
- 1 cup silk
- green tea (hot)
- water

LUNCH/DINNER:
options:
- fruit
- salad
- boca burger
- cottage cheese
- apple sauce
- green tea (hot/cold)
- water
- diet drinks

THRU-OUT THE DAY:
- water
- green tea
- diet drinks
- pickles
- lettuce